My will to succeed in getting what I want, just once in my life is strong, even though my desire burns constantly, I know in time my dream will hopefully be fulfilled. I have learned to be patient, to wait on things, It’s difficult to obtain your goals when there are so many forces going against you. At this point you have to rethink your plan. It is obvious that the time is not right, conditions are not in line for things to change. When all those things get lined up it will occur when you least expect it to. I elect wait and God will provide.